Dear sleep
i'm sorry i hated you when i was little but right now iloveyousomuch .
sometime all i really want to do is sit beside you . I want to watch chessy and crappy movies with you , and we will laugh at them together. I want to plan things with you , things we'll never do but for some reason just planning them with you is fine with me . I want to talk to you about everything and anything . I want to goof around with you and makes me jokes that aren't funny but we'll laugh nonetheless (:
I just want to fall in love with you over and over and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other (:
I hate that feeling . The feeling when you need to throw up . The feeling when your not good enough . When you cant wear a t-shirt because of scars i truly hate it . that i allowed myself become this monster HAHAH . I hate myself . I will never forgive myself for loosing myslef . I will never fucking ever forgive myself for this . HOHOHO xD
Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about (: