Now aku dah benci dekat lelaki sebab aku dah banyak kali kena game semua tu , walaupon aku suke dekat someone but now i want to forget all about him . dia dah tak bermakna dalam hidup aku lagi , love cant force right? so its up to him laa nak terima aku ke tak kan , aku dah penat menangis pasal lelaki , sometime , i wonder if i will ever find love , the worst part is never knowing the answer . OhGOD! why cant i hate him? i'm always thinking about him , because of you i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me . And now i cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing . I try my hardest just to forget everything . i dont know how to let anyone else in , i'm ashamed of my life because its empty . BECAUSE OF YOU I'M AFRAID ! :')
iloveyou as my friend (: